It's Time to Go

I can't get anything done, but I have not had the wherewithal to compose my thoughts about the election.  It has been a potpourri of antagonistic, celebratory, and recalcitrant feeling.  For a brief fleeting moment I was ecstatic about the election of Joe Biden for President.  Still I am, but as everyone is witnessing the refusal of Donald Trump and the Republican Party to recognize and concede defeat is agonizing.  Colbert would say when you wrestle with a pig your clothes get dirty and the pig likes it.  This is exactly what is transpiring.  My elation was cut short immediately by the realization that I am living in a starkly red state.  In fact both of the Carolinas are red states, and Lindsey Graham, a bone fide lair and hypocrite, was re-elected.  Emotionally I am drained, and to understand that the fight will continue was too much.  I turned it off until now.  The American South continued to wage the Civil War decades after it was declared over by the Emancipation Proclamation.  Although Abraham Lincoln had freed the slaves, our American South, not the "New" South continued to lynch freed slaves until the middle of the twentieth century.  That is a bit of a misnomer.  Slavery was eradicated, and yet a rebellious and separatist American South belied the national mandate and continued to persecute African-Americans.  This aberrant and criminal behavior necessitated the Civil Rights Movement of the 1950's.  While the persecution of any racial or ethnic group by another is unchristian and evil, perhaps its severity was mitigated by it resulting cultural expressions.  A strong, dominant, and long lasting movement resulted and created meaningful and influential artistic expression in American culture.  Both film and music were vehicles for this protest, and an important messages was broadcast to all of America.  The election of Joe Biden is the cusp of a new and similar expression, and it will require and demand the same amount of artistic passion mustered by its original purveyors.  Malcolm X, Martin Luther King, and the Black Panthers, not to mention Louis Farrakhan, the Reverend Al Sharpton, and others forged the foundations of race equality in a sharply divided United States of America.  Some of this division had been quashed, but the election of Donald Trump necessarily targeted this bigotry and used it to its favor.  The work still is to be done, but we are on the right path.  My elation with Joe's election was truncated, because the tangible sentiment in the air in America today is not joy.  It is trepidation at a still impending pandemic killer.  It is the loss of millions of jobs and income.  It is the postponement of American life as we have known it our entire lives.  For the first time in our generation Communism has reared its ugly head.  It was instigated by Donald Trump.  When I take the time to reflect on the joyous news that America rallied and defeated this harrowing bully, dictator, murderer, and thief, I can feel happiness.  It is a strange fruit complicated by the recurring image of a dead Negro hanging from a noose in a tree.  I am not quick to embrace this feeling, because 2020 has been a torment of mockery of American freedom and happiness.  Knowing that I am surrounded by a majority of Trump supporters is a cold slap in the face.  If they had their way, American democracy would have failed in the greatest upset of modern times.  The pinnacle of political and governmental success publicly would have burned to rubble.  Knowing that my back is not watched or had is not new.  I have known we are on our own for a long time.  What it is is infuriating that a red wave of ignorance, culpability, and irresponsibility threatened the free world.  I guess it was inevitable, because freedom, especially American freedom, the most cherished and envied freedom worldwide, always will be tested.  It is a small miracle it survived.  As for our current President's ill behavior, and his patronage by an equally as corrupt Attorney General, my feeling is this.  This grifter and his televangelical family has been sponging off of the American people for long enough.  They did it before Donald Trump was elected president, learning and taking advantage of the American tax code and its inherent weaknesses designed for such advantage.  Honesty and integrity no longer are prerequisites for success in capitalist America.  Instead with the purposeful eradication of God and Christianity as tenants of American life, evil has proliferated.  I am angry at Donald Trump, and it is time for him to get his family out of our White House.  They no longer are welcome, because their free ride is over.  America has chosen their new leader and first family.  Without expressing what I truly feel and at its true amplification, Trump should concede defeat.  It is time for the lowly band of drifters to move on.  

Three Blind Mice on SCOTUS

 What is in the news?  In 2017 Senate Majority Leader Addison Mitchell McConnell Jr. invoked the "Nuclear Option" confirming the appointment of Neil Gorsuch to the United States Supreme Court with a simple majority vote.  Fifty-four total votes out of one hundred, fifty-one republicans and three democrats confirmed Mr. Gorsuch to the Supreme Court.  Brett Kavanaugh squeaked through his confirmation with a vote of fifty to forty-eight.  Traditionally sixty votes were needed to confirm a Supreme Court Justice, and a majority vote along both party lines was desirable.  A majority vote in the United States Senate sends a message of confidence to the American people that the nominees properly were vetted.  For one hundred elected senators unanimously to confirm a candidate, easily it could be construed that a new Justice was qualified to rule on important litigation.  In an extremely rare occurrence in the state of Florida in the year 2000, the United States Supreme Court interjected and stopped the vote count in a contested Presidential election.  America never knew who received the most votes when Vice President Al Gore ran against George Walker Bush.  Instead SCOTUS stopped the vote count and Al Gore conceded defeat.  In actuality he may have won the election.  Current President Donald Trump narcissistically believes his re-election  should be decided in the same way, by the United States Supreme Court.  The contested election in Florida in 2000 was caused by "hanging chads" created by then Secretary of State Katherine Harris.  She designed the ballots which were double sided.  If a voter punched a chad on the back side of the ballot voting for their chosen candidate, it could appear that it was a vote for another candidate adjacent on the other side.  Whether this design was intentional or a mistake has yet to be determined.  It was this simple flaw which preempted the vote tally and delayed the election results.  What followed was a visceral, heated, and lively legal battle waged by the top legal minds in politics.  Ultimately they put George W. Bush in the White House.  Why has Mitch McConnell, with less than two weeks before the presidential election, pushed through the confirmation of Ruth Bader Ginsburg's replacement?  The answer is simple.  With Mr. McConnell's previously instated "Nuclear Option," a simple majority is all that is needed to confirm a life long appointment for a new Supreme Court Justice.  The tally now is three justices for President Donald Trump, with the most recent being the most consequential for Americans.  Trump has been trying his entire first term to dismantled The Affordable Care Act enacted by Barack Obama.  Gravely and publicly he was humiliated when an ailing John McCain flew to Washington, DC to cast the deciding vote against the revocation of the legislation.  With a symbolic emperor's "thumbs down," Mr. McCain defeated President Trump's dire need to abolish Obamacare.  His disdain for McCain never will resolve even as he lays in the cold earth dead.  He has carried this contempt with him in his presidency.  Two weeks after the Presidential election on November the third, SCOTUS is slated to rule on the constitutionality of The Affordable Care Act.  Trump now has appointed three conservative Republican Supreme Court Justices.  With the health care of millions of Americans on the chopping block by this ruling, Trump also craves the same body of judges rule on his re-election against Joe Biden.  We wants to circumvent the American popular vote and the electoral vote and be appointed the leader of the free world by a panel of judges assembled with meticulous and manipulating politics driven by partisan sentiments.  This is for what Donald Trump longs, because in all probability it is the only way he will be re-elected.  Americans have flocked to the polls in early voting setting new records for American activism in a Presidential campaign.  While we do not know how Americans have voted, it does not make sense that republicans would be making such a statement.  In light of the constraints and consequences of a deadly pandemic mysteriously which appeared during an election year, it would suggest the democrats have a more stringent message.  Completely it is at odds with Donald Trump's declaration that he personally has mitigated the pandemic, a convenient platform for his re-election.  His super hero like recovery from Covid 19 suggests it was planned.  The pretense of the inhibiting of voting sews a large canvass of controversy upon which Trump has tried to capitalize.  Inexplicably he has declared voting by mail fraudulent.  The current director of the FBI has stated there is no evidence nor has there been any evidence of fraud voting by mail.  There is is no precedent for a contested vote, except that Trump witnessed it in 2000 with the election of George W. Bush.  Seeing the Supreme Court hand Bush the Presidency sewed the seeds of want in Trump's loins.  The Republican tide hastily and recklessly confirming another conservative justice two weeks before the election was a premeditated, savvy, but self-serving political maneuver.  Instead of impartially choosing, vetting, and confirming a non-partisan judge capable of upholding the United States Constitution with no party influence, Mitch McConnell has cemented into place another piece of foundation favoring conservatives.  Rather than concerning themselves with the health and well being of Americans flailing from a raging viral disease, our Republican Senate showed their true colors.  They fucked us again. 

"Big Brother"

 The news has been a conglomeration of confusion.  Significant occurrences have been a contagious President miraculously cured of Covid 19.  As the leader of the free world, although he does not act like this, Donald Trump is privy to the world's best health care.  Evidently they pooled their medical resources and uncovered a miracle cure.  A short helicopter ride away and a short hospital stay, a positive testing President of the United States belied normalcy and pronounced himself Covid free, non-contagious, and immune.  We know Trump is a pathological liar, so we readily cannot believe anything he says.  Unfortunately his supporters have not learned this yet.  Let them follow their ungracious leader into hell.  The point of contention is our President, in a close election with Joe Biden, continues to campaign staging rock concert styled rallies for which he himself or his campaign pays.  It is a formula not unlike a television production.  Rent several cranes and a P.A. system, hang some flags, play some popular music, and pay people to attend and wear MAGA hats and shirts.  (You get paid more if you wear the shirt)  A large number of attendees are being paid via ads in local Craigslist postings.  Most of these patrons shun mask wearing and any other social distancing.  Unsurprisingly out President has spread Covid 19 like the wild fires raging in California, a blue state not worthy of federal relief money.  In the midst of this raging pandemic, our President stated he would walk into the crowd and kiss his supporters on the lips.  This contemptuous statement is nothing more than normal Trump fodder.  He says outrageous, provocative, and inciting things on purpose, because they make him look knowledgeable.  Anyone that says such things could only have greater understanding than those in attendance.  This type of patronizing is what succors his supporters.  They think he must know more, and they are coerced into believing he has solutions for them on the horizon.  Anyone who pays attention and follows the news knows most of his promises are false and unrequited.  His promises remain empty, empty to the point that a raging pandemic is killing hundreds of thousands of innocent Americans.  His administration freely admitted they have no plans for Covid 19 mitigation.  In essence they are giving up saying, "What the fuck?"  If you can't beat them, join them.  Our president openly has abandoned a large part of his earned constituency.  I would guess he is down to about thirty-five percent.  If the rest of us die from Covid 19, it is our fault.  When faced with bankruptcy and ensuing debt, his supporters take a similar approach.  What do they have to lose except their lives.  The problem always has been, and it should be a well known and debated American principle, how do we handle such an event?  When a national health crisis infects America, how do we stay solvent?  My answer would be any of a number of important philosophical concepts that define American capitalism.  The nation, with the leadership of Washington, DC and our elected leaders, should have prepared in advance.  Instead our recent presidencies have put us more and more in debt.  Why is it the most powerful nation cannot operate in the black?  It is because we stopped trying.  Recent changes in leadership, instead of ensuring the security and well being of Americans, have instead taken advantage of us.  They have fleeced the American public out of their past prosperity.  Donald Trump is no different.  After emptying the economic world well of most of its available assets, he turned to the coffers of the American people.  I mean the money of American tax payers meant to provide security for us.  This money should now be available to us in a national health crisis.  Instead it is sitting overseas in foreign tax sheltered bank accounts. The reason why America is in crisis, is because no money is flowing through our economy.  Any shallow reflection of the American economy will show that a prosperous America is one in which money flows through the middle and lower classes.  It is not characterized by great fortunes won in the stock market by clever hedge fund operators.  It is money well earned by substantial, hard working, successful small businesses, something of which Donald Trump is unfamiliar.  It is about "all or nothing."  How America has succumbed to the "Get Rich Quick" scheme is a mystery, although it is not.  The same way our government has sold out the American people, so has capitalist America.  Always I have wondered why in American popular music there has to be a superstar.  Why cannot a music industry exist that is broad, diverse, and inclusive of many strata of monetary reward?  Not everyone desires palaces, golf clubs, and sky scrapers all over the world.  Some of us would be content living a normal middle class life growing soybeans and being able to trade them fairly around the world.  Instead Donald Trump must control everything choosing to pay off the small traders to be in control.  Isn't it more rewarding to be able to manufacture or grow a product of use and then sell it for a profit?  To all of those Republicans show shout "Socialist," they are in such denial that the socialists in the world are them.  Donald Trump is a socialist choosing to provide pay offs to the American people rather than allowing them to achieve economic independence by selling their own products.  Over sixty percent of the American population's wages are paid by our government including defense contractors, military members, and elected officials.  It is this faction sucking off the tit of Uncle Sam, and they are the first to shout "Socialism" in an attempt to disguise their take.  In fact these are communists, an ever growing group seeking their economic sustenance from our President.  In like fashion he continues to do all he knows how by paying them off.  This hypocrisy is at the root of the destruction of our democratic foundation.  Instead of seeking economic independence they would rather be part of a system the ensures the security of its members.  "Are you a party member?"  Simply the Cold War never ended, although Ronald Reagan broke down the Berlin Wall.  Vladimir Putin has other ideas, and they nothing to do with economic freedom.  They have to do with political oppression.  Try to remember the plight of communist citizens yearning for freedom.  This is where America is headed with Donald Trump as a Russian surrogate.  He admires Kim Jong-un, the dictator of North Korea.  He sports the hairstyle of such a Communist leader, and yet like his other incendiary propaganda, it is so blatant, obvious, and egregious his supporters do not understand it.  Socialism is not the enemy of America.  It only is a system of government in which the means of production is publicly owned.  Most nations which have tried have not been able to manage such a large responsibility.  Inevitably a small contingency of power-seeking movers and shakers seize control and implement authoritarian rule.  The general populace is so immersed in their menial everyday lives, they have no ability or propensity to do anything about it.  Only in America where our freedoms are documented in our Constitution are we able to vocally protest such an egregious hostile take over.  It has been under this duress that the "Black Lives Matter" movement was necessitated.  Criminal members of America's police forces have been murdering black men.  This is not new, and this aberrant policy can be traced back to the LAPD.  It began here in attempt to quell the African American voice.  Most things of importance to American society, culture, and governance, all ready have happened.  In Donald Trump's presidency many of them openly have been disguised or removed.  Truly it is George Orwell's prediction of "Big Brother," and not the television show. 

The Worst Game Show Host in America

 There are a few takeaways from last night's debate.  It is apparent that Trump supporters do not follow the news.  The few I have encountered merrily stand by their man like the cult leader he is.  He is no different than Jim Jones or Charles Manson.  "We are learning to 'live' with it."  Joe Biden candidly corrected our president and pointed out rather, "We are dying with it."  Trump has escalated into a war criminal.  He did not begin his presidency that way, but with his selfish refusal to be candid and honest with his American constituency about the fatality of Covid 19, now he has become a murderer, a proponent of genocide.  Candidly he did say last night America should not treat this disease, but let it spread naturally creating a natural immunity.  Those who choose to listen to Donald Trump's pathological lies will find themselves pushing up daisies.  I stopped listening to him over a year ago, because I realized my own life was at stake.  His plan is ethnic cleansing, and it is supported by his administration's politicization of the Coronovirus.  His son was exposed suggesting that federal aid for the pandemic be withheld from blue states, democrat states.  It is clear that Mr. Trump cares not for any of the high risk groups.  Instead these groups are liabilities for the federal government, entitlements better targeted for his affluent friends' pocketbooks.  They want ALL the money.  When asked about the health of those living close to polluting industries, including those which burn fossil fuels and manufacture dangerous chemicals, bluntly he said they are being paid well enough to remain silent.  The health of these communities was not of interest to him, because like the victims of Covid 19, blacks, Latinos, and women, they are worth sacrificing for the greater monetary reward.  All Donald Trump thinks about is money.  He has no moral conscience, and he has no ethical code.  He has no spirituality.  It is frightening a man who understands nothing more than earned and spent currency.  Joe Biden pointed out that Donald Trump's presidency to the American people has been a game show.  "Where are my taxes?  Hurry up and wait!  It's a great mystery, the suspense."  We have been waiting four years, and still they are undisclosed.  He shouts angrily, although he is the leader of the free world and the inhabitant of our White House.  He is the leader of America, and yet because it is so unfamiliar to him,  he behaves like a shady, seedy, disguised mob boss.  He knows nothing else.  It is too late to even begin trying to do the right thing, and he couldn't.  "What was in it for them?"  I cannot hear the words "no collusion" again.  He said it again on national television last night, when felony indictments and subsequent convictions have placed many of his staff in prison.  They have dropped like flies proven guilty of conspiring with Russian operatives, and still he says,"No collusion."  Joe did not mention these convictions rather choosing to allow our president to incriminate himself further.  Lies.  Blatant lies.  Donald Trump's essence, his sole purpose in life, is to harvest as much money as he can for himself at the expense of anyone else.  Because his supporters love and adore him so much, graciously they will sacrifice their own lives for him for some inkling of martyrdom.  His supporters are no different than the Islamic Extremists suicide bombing innocent victims thinking they will reap a great reward of multiple virgins in the afterlife.  Once America was a wise, savvy, and liberal sanctuary for the hip and in the know.  With the election of Donald Trump our nation has succumbed to the same low level as the enemies taunting us.  He has brought us down.  Will we ever recover, or will the lives of hard working, honest, God loving citizens remain a game show hosted by a corrupt Donald Trump? 

The American Disease of Communism and Her Socialist Vaccine

 Slowly over the last decade American culture has deteriorated.  I questioned this when MTV, VH-1, and BET sacrificed their musical content for Reality TV.  MTV was a revelation in popular culture.  It defined American pop values for years.  The way the American Popular Song defined our newly emerging nation differentiating it from Europe, MTV continued a synthesis of music and imagery.  It compressed and truncated the form into a palatable format suited for limited view time.  Like a symphony, ballet, opera, or oratorio demanded undivided attention in a cathedral or concert hall for several hours, MTV, with its use of the television idiom combined with popular music, forged a form of American expression unique to itself.  It was a potent, influential, and artistic force which America abandoned.  Most music television including "Soul Train," "American Bandstand," and "The Grind"  were pulled from the airwaves.  What the fuck!?  I questioned this disappearance, and associated it with emotional oppression.  Today there is a great void of American artistic expression.  Once it was radio.  Then it was television.  It has become the internet.  With the empowerment of the internet as a self-service and mostly free venue for entertainment, previous stanchions of American culture disappeared.  The void that exists is massive.  It is a huge, luring, and impressionable pool of darkness Donald Trump has exploited.  The only explanation for the extinction of this portal for American artistry is ensuing communism.  For the longest time other countries have been jealous of and made fun of America.  Chewing gum, Coca Cola, and Rock 'n' Roll were laughable, despite their far reaching influences.  While menial in content the symbolism inherent in these products is what is important.  It is what they represent for Western freedom.  It is not that watching movies, chewing bubble gum, or dancing at a sock hop are pinnacles of substance.  It is that they represent freedom for the human being.  Unlike communist sentiments human beings, especially in America, are guaranteed the right to freedom and the pursuit of happiness.  We are not imprisoned behind the walls of depraved, narcissistic, self-serving authoritarians intending to suppress creative thought and artistic expression.  These limitations define communism, and they have overtaken American culture.  If Donald Trump is re-elected president they will overtake American governance and eventually American life as we live it.  Our freedoms will be naught.  All ready they have been infringed upon, limited, and challenged.  We are in a shouting war with a demented, senile, demigod whose only intent is anarchy and chaos at the expense of free America.  The victor will be Donald Trump, and America will plunge further into the third world nation it has become. 

STEP BY STEP PERCUSSION TROUBLE SHOOTING BY TIM PADRICK:

The problem is most likely in the manual or in the percussion switch

assembly.

Test 1:

Power the organ. Depress the B preset key and turn percussion the

tablet to the OFF position. Using a VOM/DMM, measure between ground

and the preamp's K terminal (blue wire). You should have 30 Volts

(plus or minus a few).

Turn the percussion tablet to the ON position. There should be no

change in the voltage reading. If it drops substantially, there is

likely a dendrite problem.

Press any playing key on the upper manual. The voltage reading should

drop to 0 as the percussion sounds and decays (if the above was ok).

If not...

Test 2:

Turn the organ off.

Locate the terminal block on the back of the manuals that has white,

green, yellow, yellow, red, orange, red, and brown wires. Connect an

Ohm meter between ground and the terminal that has the white wire.

With the percussion in the OFF position, you should have about 0 Ohms.

With the B preset key depressed and the percussion tablet in the ON

position, you should have about 120k Ohms. If it is substantially

less, there is likely a dendrite problem.

There is a short procedure for "zapping" the dendrites with DC

voltage. It can repair the problem for a while, but dendrites will

continue to grow and the problem will eventually return. However, if

it clears the problem it is easier to do this a number of times than

remove the manuals to get at the buss bars.

This procedure requires a DC voltage source (9 volt battery may work).

Using alligator clips, attach the ground terminal to a chassis ground

point. Attach another clip to the positive terminal.

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Locate the white wire that comes out of the back of the drawbar base behind the right end of the percussion switchbox and goes to the left tab of the terminal strip on the back of the upper manual (wires are white, green, yel, yel, red, or, red, brown - there's a resistor on there too) . Turn the percussion tablet to the ON position. Zap the wire. Turn the percussion tablet to the OFF position and repeat. If it does not work, try a higher zapping voltage.

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Check your meter (or just play the organ) to see if you have the

correct results. If not, try again, touching the lead to the terminal

for a bit longer than briefly. Recheck.

If this does not clear the problem you need more voltage. You can tap

off the Leslie kit (or one of the tube socket pins) and get about 290 Volts from it. Be "real careful" if you do this - don't short it to ground!

If this does not clear the problem, remove the wooden cover from the

drawbars, remove the fasteners for the drawbar & switch "chassis",

remove the percussion switch box, and remove it's bottom cover.

Remember that white wire? Trace it into the switch box and to the

percussion switch. Find the wire that this gets connected to when the

switch is in the on position - I think it is black. Turn the switch

off. Touch your DC voltage source to this terminal. This is what

finally cured the one I was working on.

 

God's Spine of America

 America used to be the land of dreams.  Perhaps for Donald Trump it was until now.  This is his last chapter.  Winning the presidency could be considered an American dream, the pinnacle of success for an American.  Perhaps it was and still is for two more weeks.  I do not feel confident Joe Biden can be the predicted winner, although his polls show it.  Starkly we all can remember election night, when Hillary Clinton was confident she would be the next American president.  We all gasped in disbelief as she lost the American presidency by winning over two million more votes from Americans.  How is this possible?  The answer to this question is the same as how Donald Trump built his empire.  He has something.  He has some methodology for success, if we believe what he says.  Portraying yourself as a success and actually being a success are two different things.  He and the Republican Party knew something that allowed them to "rig" the election.  It was almost unprecedented, superseded only by George W. Bush's win in Florida in 2000.  The point of contention was hanging chad.  Chad is the plural of chad.  Ballots were created in Florida which were double sided and confusing, thus allowing thousands of senior citizens mistakenly to vote for the wrong candidate in favor of George W. Bush.  After a lengthy legal dispute the case rose to the United States Supreme Court, and they stopped the vote count.  We never actually knew who won the election, but Al Gore diplomatically conceded defeat.  How did Trump win the electoral college losing the popular vote?  It is a nebulous affair.  Not long ago SCOTUS ruled that state governments can legislate electors take the popular vote.  They can create a law that requires electors to support the state's popular vote.  Have they?  How many states have responded with new laws that do this?  Information says 49 out of 50 states' electors take the popular vote, but it is not written down.  The process for choosing electors in each state is different.  This is how state governments have a say in who becomes president.  In North Carolina electors are chosen by the state legislature.  If it is controlled by Republicans one can assume that electors will have a right slant.  Really it is a popularity contest, the way Donald Trump has run his campaign and presidency.  Without a world wide pandemic of deadly disease, perhaps a popularity contest sufficed.  Without devastating climate change, national weather disasters, and escalating racial tension perhaps the quarterback of the football team could schmooze his way to the top.  For Trump he is there, but he has been running like a challenger.  He is the president, the incumbent, and yet it would seem the White House has little control over Washington and the nation.  This is the way he speaks, calling out his opponents for unfair treatment.  Donald Trump is the president, and yet he is not.  Never has he been, because he did not know how.  It was a crap shoot, and as he gambled the chips feel where they may.  One after another competent and honest appointees folded the game.  They gave up.  The situation was so befuddling, they had no answer for the problems Donald Trump created.  It was like the Twilight Zone.  There was no logic, no rationale, and no policy.  The little policy there was, was created by corporate lobbyists, who demanded Trump give results for money spent.  He had ideas, and perhaps they were legitimate, but his ideas seemed so radical because they did not reflect the needs of American people.  Being friends with Communist dictators?  Declaring a love affair with the autocratic leader of North Korea?  Donald Trump is the radical factor in the equation that is destroying American democracy.  There is no doubt.  We have seen radical Extremism.  It came from the Middle East.  To an extent it came from Mexican drug cartels.  Somehow Donald Trump used this idea to infiltrate Washington, DC and in full view of the American people radicalized a base that made him the American president.  Vladimir Putin and others sorely are waiting for American to devolve into civil war.  It would not be unusual. Most other countries all ready have succumbed.  It would validate communism, imperialism, and autocracy in the United States.  They want this, and they almost got it.  Still we are on the brink of collapse with only two weeks to go until possible salvation.  The American Dream formerly was a success story.  It set an example and provided a goal for millions of immigrants.  Now we have the greatest fall from grace in our known lifetimes.  We are seeing the American Dream raped and pillaged in the most vicious, violent, and depraved manner.  Our American Dream has been deflowered exactly the way Extremists wanted.  They won, and we are living it.  We, instead of seeing opportunity, support, security, and success in America, we are seeing the greatest failure in our known lifetimes.  A grifter in the White House selling snake oil for pennies.  It is time for America's lineage to be restored, and the American Dream to be resurrected in grand fashion.  Instead of oppression, loss, and despondency the American people deserve what they always have had.  A Leadership that reflects God.  Not a mock Christian view.  Not hypocritical, narcissistic, self indulgence.  The spiritual roots of America driven by reverence of God, heaven, and hell and the knowledge that  He sacrificed His only son for the sins of man.  This is the spine of humanity, of man, and of America.  It should be the spine of the American Presidency. 

Infecting North Carolina, Our President

 Time to write again.  It was not until I witnessed Superman on television amazingly recover from the Coronovirus, that I knew Donald Trump knew about Covid 19.  It was a calculated strategy to win the November election.  Unleash a deadly virus on the American people, contract the virus and miraculously recover, and then offer the healing vaccine to America people in return for their votes.  Everyone knew this was plausible, but we had to witness the events unfold in real time.  There can be no other explanation.  Perhaps Donald Trump had no underlying conditions such as diabetes, COPD, or obesity.  He does have an amazing amount of energy, but Adolph Hitler routinely was injected with methamphetamine.  We have no clue what Donald Trump's tools are.  As the President of the United States he is privy to the best medical care available.  It is difficult to stomach such a display flouting his immunity and lack of contagion.  North Carolina spiked a record number of Coronavirus cases today, the day he traveled to Greenville and held a rally despite the danger of infection.  Having recently been diagnosed as positive, our President is a carrier.  It makes no sense he would profess to walk out into the crowd and kiss his supporters on the mouth.  The Donald Trump debacle is Biblical in proportion.  It must be the predictions of 2012 have come true in 2020.  At one pole millions of Americans are losing jobs, income, and schooling, and in Donald Trump land, a land in which people have a secure bubble of financial security, all is well.  "Let them eat cake."  The solidification of America as a third world nations is transpiring.  It is right in front of us.  Raging wildfires in California, hurricanes on the Gulf, and a pandemic ravaging American life as we never have seen.  If one were to believe Donald Trump enough money buys one immunity from everything.  The political word is he has not expanded his base.  White non-college educated men are not enough to win him another term.  There are too many burned bridges to list.  Throwing parties for his supporters is not enough to be president.  Prom king, quarterback, or student body president is not enough to lead the free world.  Popularity is not enough.  One has to do the job.  Someone who lives like a king and then has the privilege of living like a king on the dime of the America populace.  One can see how it will be disappointing.   When you reach that ceiling there is not much else place to go but down, and that story is the American story.  Having to witness Donald Trump's fall from grace and suffer through his pain, dishonesty, and frustration is like purgatory.  It only was recently I first felt a pang of sympathy for him.  It was like I was watching a child who knows not what they do.  Hacking and coughing, but with the looming consequences of a lost election what choice does he have?  Russian oligarchs looming in the wings.  How will he recover?  Is there anyone who would trust him again?  Probable litigation.  Defeat.  Embarrassment.  If the Trump organization was so rich and successful, now would be the time to show it.  Please leave the American people in peace. 

Trump the Pawn, Rook to King 4

 How did we end up here?  Whence does the political vitriol come?  Without Roger Ayers America may have remained sane.  With the expiration of the Fairness Doctrine, news became potential entertainment.  This is when the lies began.  In light of a compromised media, which was predicted by George Orwell in his novel "1984," things were tooling along in the Trump administration.  Then Covid hit just in time for the November election.  Even with the onset of the pandemic, it is possible our presidential election could have been normal.  Two hundred thousand lost lives would affect the outcome.  A vacancy in the Supreme Court also would have an affect upon for whom you may vote.  These issues are normal.  What is not normal is the black hole into which the America people have been pulled.  Hard working, diligent, patriotic citizens deserve better.  We deserve better than vicariously living our president's fall from grace.  It's kind of like a bad marriage.  You know when it's over, because eventually the dirt has to be discarded for good to return.  The American slave knew when he had to migrate north up the Mississippi River.  To find opportunity one has to travel.  If one door closes one finds an open window.  America sorely needs an open window, and we are no better for having experienced the fall of an American president.  What we have gotten a taste of is ensuing communism, war, and dictatorial rule.  If there things aren't unpleasant enough we have had to witness the most prolific smear campaign in American history.  It has a simple formula.  Dispute the truth.  Whatever is right, say it is wrong.  Whoever is good, say they are bad.  Create the largest disparity between Americans possible, so that civil war will erupt destabilizing the country.  This is what Putin desires.  His pawn is Donald Trump. 

A Television Nation

 God seems to tell me when to write, even if I don't want to.  As I listen to the sounds of shelling at Fort Bragg, what comes to mind is I never want to see Donald Trump ever again.  It was so refreshing, inspiring, and cathartic to see Kamala Harris and Mike Pence debate.  I learned from this debate.  I don't know much about Mike Pence, and he doesn't interest me.  I was anxious to hear what he had to say, and he said it very well.  He is a silver-haired sly fox and the major reason why Trump is president.  Next to him Donald Trump is a bumbling, childish, recalcitrant disgrace.  I will give him leeway, but only because he is on powerful drugs that can alter your perception.  He was delusional before, but now on the drugs it is like watching a child with ADD play in a pen.  Only can I ask why the hell is this man saluting?  Donald Trump never served in the United States military.  Word is he dodged the draft.  We know the rest.  When I see him salute, something which he has no right to do, I know he is sick.  What is the correct word?  I feel sorry for him, because he knows not what he does.  It doesn't change what he is and how he has behaved.  It does not change his irreverence to the American people.  He has betrayed us, but he is sick.  Standing on a balcony saluting an empty lawn?  This is a child pretending to be what he admires, a communist dictator.  After watching two professional, well spoken, mature adults traverse a difficult situation, seeing Donald Trump has to be the biggest downer on the planet.  I never want to see him again.  He has had enough.  He has claimed the popularity contest, and now we are watching him fall from grace.  It is the American way.  It has become obvious that every word he utters pulls us into black hole.  That is how powerful his senile rhetoric is.  To not ever have to see him again and move on with our lives.  What glory.  Think about things again which are positive, sane, rational, and human.  Today I felt a wave of relief after watching the Vice Presidential debate.  Normalcy was restored if only until Mr. Trump has his way again spewing lies.  Mike Pence did an admirable job debating, and I learned about him.  I do not agree with most of his political perspective, but I understood it.  There were two things he said which I believe.  One is he believes the Corona virus came from China.  The Trump administration is passing the buck to China.  The "China Virus."  That is convenient for appealing to Donald Trump's base.  I do not think it is true.  I think it was, like Judy Mikovits said, sanctioned by the United States government.  It would not take much for a foreign infiltrator, most likely Russian, to commandeer this weapon and unleash it on America.  There is evidence to suggest such a thing.  The quote of Nikita Khrushchev saying we will take America without ever waging a war.  They have been successful, because extremism infiltrated America not in the form of terrorists but in the form of prominent business owners and elected officials.  Look at the Senate.  How else can we qualify their actions?  How can we qualify Donald Trump's actions?  It has become obvious over time that he and Mike Pence are a hoax.  He feigns Christianity.  "Our hearts go out to you..."  Underneath they just want power.  They use their approaches as a calculated tool to manipulate the American people.  Trump appeals to his base.  Pence appeals to his.  I believe  Mike Pence may be the more dangerous of the two, because he has it together.  No outbreaks from him.  Always smiling.  Composed.  Like a well-oiled animatronic robot in Disney's Hall of Presidents.  It worked, because they made it in in 2016.  The Trump administration has had four years to gain the trust of the American people.  If you look at what he promised and what happened, there is no reason they should be allowed another term.  The plants never opened.  Instead they closed.  Farmers lost their livelihoods in the "War on China," but he paid them off.  Everything he said or promised to the middle class in America was a lie.  Kamala was refreshing, because for the first time she brought things down a notch.  No more epic generalizations.  Taxes for those making less then four hundred thousand dollars a year will not go up, because the wealthy must chip in their part to live in America.  You can't squeeze alcohol out of a stone, and there is no more money to be had from the American middle class.  The money is distributed to the affluent, and it is they who must pay for America.  When Ronald Reagan came into office, the tax rate for the rich was seventy percent.  Seventy percent of their income went to taxes, so they were incline to find ways to defer that.  Try investing back in your company.  Try invigorating the middle and lower classes.  Get them spending money so capitalism can work.  Today all of the money sits in overseas banks sheltered from the needs of American governance and infrastructure.  Two trillion dollars in national debt and Trump cuts corporate taxes by twelve percent.  The largest companies in America pay NO taxes.  What Kamala Harris did was bring heart and soul to her platform.  There only is so far you can go with your antagonistic soap box shouting.  Donald Trump has crossed the line, and it has become a parody.  How could he be the leader of the free world?  It is because this is where America has been headed for a long time.  Question science.  Doubt academia.  Delegitimize the humanities.  Oppress the once beacon of light for the entire world.  Truly we have had a taste of war and communist rule.  The debate was a high point of the last four years.  It was not contentious, but it was polarized.  How can such disparity exist between people, between races, and between cultures?  We are not that different except that one group favors money, power, and popularity like television. 

The Iron Horse

 Time to assess again.  Disparity exists in the reporting on Covid 19.  When the top agency hedges on their responses, and like Lindsey Graham, completely reverses position over time, what are we to believe?  Most Americans have figured out we had better assess for ourselves.  We are own our on.  I have no reason to believe Judy Mikovits would lie.  Simply she said the Coronavirus was engineered from SARS in the labs at Fort Dietrich, North Carolina, and Wuhan.  This Wuhan lab was paid ten million dollars over time to collaborate, because the viruses readily were available in bats which lived in nearby caves.  These researchers disappeared.  We can assume they died of Covid 19.  I don't think any American would believe this virus just appeared.  It came from somewhere.  Why would we not believe Ms. Mikovits?  What we must ask ourselves is who and how?  Watching President Trump ignore given safety protocols sends mixed messages.  He does not believe, like many Americans, this pandemic is a real threat.  Healthy people don't die.  He is so desperate for re-election he will do anything.  The larger question still is who and how?  Fort Dietrich formally was called a center for biological warfare.  It was changed to biological defense.  We know the capabilities of the human race, and the holocaust only was eighty years ago.  Who unleashed this plague on America?  That is the question.  When a faction of America is so afraid of Latin immigrants, they want to spend billions of American tax dollars building a symbolic wall to keep them out?  There could be no more ludicrous endeavor knowing how successful drug smuggler have been over the years.  If our immigration protocol was more effective, it would not be a problem.  It like most government run programs is floundering.  When elected politicians focus on money rather than legislating, America suffers.  The most alarming realization is America's lack of support of public education has caught up with us.  We have become to stupid to recognize, understand, and solve our own problems.  The rich wanted this, but they will not live forever.  It is our responsibility to save ourselves and our planet.  It feels too late.  When you are tasked with educating the majority of Americans who know very little, the best way to reach them is?  How about a global pandemic which affects their income, their social lives, and about everything else for which a democracy stands.  A Covid 19 lock down is very similar to communism.  We have gotten a good taste of it.  Many Americans have decided their own happiness is more important than the health of the masses, hence they ignore the safety protocols.  Our freedoms as Americans affords us the right to do as we please, or does it?  While America is a free nation and an example for most of the world, the requirements of a functioning nations still exist.  We are not at liberty to do as we please.  All Americans have accountability to live.  We do not live as individuals.  We live in communities, and these communities have become more diluted and spread out.  The mainstream in America or "Main Street" as Obama called it no longer exists.  What holds us together as a nation?  Whether anyone would like to believe it or not, television has been a unifying force in America.  It through incredible artistry over the decades provided a hint of Main Street.  Many people believe great art merely reflects life, but art also can present examples of life.  This is when it is needed the most like now.  We are wallowing in the abyss surrounded by deceit and evil.  It is difficult to summon good and righteous intentions.  We are playing defense to a strong offense of attack.  Again the question is who and why?  Who unleashed this virus on America?  I am fairly certain that the method of dissemination is through the air.  That being the case for a virus to travel widely and inexplicably it would have to be spread through the air.  For the last two years aircraft have been flying over my home.  They are menacing.  I know for a fact that when one of these small aircraft is flying over my house, I feel pain.  There are a myriad of responses to this scenario.  One is I am crazy.  Another would be my words do not fall politely on deaf ears.  I write some inciting things, but everything I say I feel is the truth.  I am not stupid.  When FORSCOM or Ground Forces Command is less than ten miles from you house, it is probable your own personal civil rights no longer are a priority.  The military and war particularly demand their own importance.  If Congress makes a proclamation we are at war, the President has many more powers.  This has been used frequently in the last twenty years as a tactic.  The entire 9/11 attack could have been such a planned provocation allowing the Bush family to obliterate a complete nation not responsible for the attack.  It was proven over time.  Is Trump really sick?  Maybe Mitch decided he just needed to be quiet for a while before the election.  How are we to know what to believe? Only with honest and thorough news reporting do we have a chance of salvaging our democracy.  At first I joked this particular jet was dropping his feces and urine on my neighborhood.  Commercial airliners do this.  He would make a turn directly above our house and head for Grannis Field.  This began to happen more frequently until recently this jet began following me around town. Within minutes of exiting our house and going into the backyard, my friend this jet would appear.  I should feel flattered that such an insignificant person is of interest to the FBI.  Rather CSX or R3 or some other defense contractor does not like my words.  These defense contractors have sucked billions of dollars from the U.S. coffers, and still we have yet to use any of it.  When the time comes all radio communications will be lost, and we will determine a victor with hand to hand combat.  That is inevitable.  All of this game playing in the field with high level electronics is moot, and the people of Fayetteville and Cumberland Country suffer because of it.  We understand Airborne.  We understand deployment at the drop of a hat.  We we should not be subject to is random experimentation with dangerous electro-magnetic and acoustic technology.  Amanda Dolazinsky reported in the Fayetteville Observer that the new mobile radar they use in the field emits SOUND waves for the shells to bounce off of.  I suspect it is both ultra and infrasound.  Consequently when they are firing those howitzers there is yet another standing wave in close proximity to our house.  If radar is not enough, a standing electromagnetic wave.  The amount of electricity, static or other airborne energy, is prolific.  I have battled with this invisible nemesis for a while now.  I have installed power conditioners all over the house, and now my music systems are static free.  Batteries drain inexplicably at an accelerated rate.  Outlet arc.  Our wireless network snap, crackles, and pops.  It is a violation of our civil rights, but how can anyone suggest that?  An invisible menace that systematically has been ignored by the EPA, the FCC, and the rest.  They have been bought off like everyone else.  CSX is making excessive revenue at the expense of the health and well being of every American, because this network of trackage has been in place for a long time and is in our back yards.  We were not consulted when they began to implement Precision Railroading, non-stop freight and passenger service  with beefed up, steroid injected, AC traction heavy haul locomotives.  I have sympathy for any unwitting Jacksonville resident.  We as Americans had no say in this choice.  The iron horse built America as we slaughtered Native Americans.  Now it is doing the same to us. 

Saving Private America

Trump supporters seem willing to take their loyalty to the grave.  Because it has formed over time and during the first African-American Presidency, including Joe Biden as Veep, it would seem their staunch resistance to him is not related to his record of public office.  President Trump has sublimated his supporters' opinion of Joe Biden simply with public criticism.  I am bold enough to suggest no one is familiar with Mr. Biden's record of public governance.  We have not been privy to any expose of his achievements, because that is not that tactic chosen by the Trump team.  When this could and should have transpired in the first televised debate, Team Trump chose not to debate.  We learned very little about Biden, except Beau was a decorated veteran died from cancer.  There was scant information about anyone or anything relating to American governance.  It was a low brow slug fest, one that was intended to energize Trump's base.  The American public heard nothing of service, policy, or vision.  It was a disservice.  Never in my lifetime have I become so incensed to realize the debate table was skewed.  In a way this was refreshing, because it reminded me that when you cannot win you change the rules of the game or slant the playing field.  Mr. Biden he was bullied.  It was not appropriate the president's family attend, because their presence was a tactic to intimidate.  How else could it be construed, remembering the slanderous and patronizing words of the Trump clan about "Sleepy Joe?"  Our President's approach was so below the belt, I feel Mr. Biden was taken aback.  No amount of intellectual policy preparation could have prepared him for the blatant verbal onslaught by Donald Trump.  I understand this, because I have encountered it myself.  To win such a contest for the good of the nation, traditional, respected, and intellectual protocols using Robert's Rules of Order must be discarded.  We are in the trenches, but capable good men can wage and win such a battle.  In Christian ideology the lion must be slain for good.  What I hope is this disparity in presidential politics, against Mr. Trump's wishes, will not result in another American civil war.  In this direction all ready the nation is headed.  Joe Biden spent eight years in a moot position as the Vice President of the United States.  One only has to ask Al Gore his perception of the Vice Presidential experience.  There is not much to accomplish, and this is a disadvantage for Joe Biden.  The Republican campaign against him is not earnest, honest, or appropriate.  It is a premeditated, authoritarian, hostile attempt to overtake the United States government by Donald Trump.  A second civil war should not be an option.  Only unity and solidarity among the American people through Christianity can salvage our democracy and authenticate the freedoms afforded by the United States Constitution. 

Uncle Joe Needs Some Help

 I am not speechless like many.  I feel the same way I did after taking the Graduate Record Exams.  If I had studied I would have done well.  Joe wasn't prepared.  Considering the circumstances he weathered the storm.  For him to win the election he needs to do better.  How?  The thing that bothered me the most is he had no offense.  For Donald Trump that offense merely is a statement of relevant fact.  The relevant facts for the American people in the case of an incumbent president are simple.  What has President Trump done in three years and eleven months?  One has to use their memory.  The most important fact is the Republicans passed a new tax package.  I don't know the ins and outs of it like most people.  What you will remember is you paid more in federal income taxes after it was passed.  More.  What you should remember is the Republicans reduced the corporate tax rater from thirty-five percent to twenty-three percent.  Depending on your position, left or right, you will have an opinion about this.  My opinion after contemplating the escalated national debt is that Washington needs as much money as they can get adequately to run the country.  How many government shut downs have we had?  There was or will be one shortly.  America is broke.  We are three trillion dollars in debt.  That is debt that belongs to the American people.  Donald Trump hijacked twelve percent of national income from our tax money and handed it to corporations.  It was a gift.  The country is three trillion dollars in debt, and he handed his friends a sizeable monetary bonus at the expense of the American people.  Immediately this should show you his loyalty.  President Trump knew that the Coronavirus was transmitted through air and that the wearing of an appropriate mask markedly could stop transmission of the virus.  Instead of speaking candidly to the American people and telling us we should do such a thing, like a spoiled Greek god he lied and still is reveling in the murder and chaos he created.  He has proven himself a sadist.  According to the New York Times and their reporting on his newly disclosed tax returns, our president is four hundred million dollars in debt.  To whom he is in debt, our president, we do not know.  It should be clear to the American people where his priorities lie.  Does he administrate the country and the federal government in good faith, or does he spend his time trying to recoup lost revenue using the presidency to his advantage in his private business dealings?  My question is this, and it does not support Mr. Trumps assertion that our election process is flawed.  Is popularity good enough to choose the leader of the free world?  Is money good enough to decide?  Would not it be a better choice to choose a leader by their credentials?  Ask former presidents who their favorites presidents were?  Bill Clinton will tell you, because he was interested in government.  He had knowledge of governance.  While I do not agree with many things he did, in my opinion he was qualified to become the American President.  Barak Obama was qualified to become the American President.  They were familiar with the job and its requirements.  It has become apparent that other than appointing federal judges, watching TV, and playing golf, Donald Trump has no time for the real issues of America.  They are boring.  They are beneath him.  Try to formulate an appropriate Covid 19 response and save millions of lives?  Out president chose not to.  "They knew for what they were signing up."  Joe should have said these things.  He should have come to the corral loaded and ready to fire.  Instead he chose to parry Trump's insults.  It was not an effective formula.  Did Joe point out that many of the officials who have worked in the Trump administration have been convicted of felonies and have gone to prison?  He surrounded himself with dubious, dishonest, but loyal worker bees only to die when they left their queen.  The media has reported that Donald Trump has a portion of the Latino vote in spite of the inhumane separating of children from parents at our southern border.  Illegal immigrants still are being held in cages like animals.  These actions are in violation of the Geneva Convention.  Many things Donald Trump has done are illegal, treasonous, and evil.  This is why his followers like him.

The Drunken Shriner

 No one is reading my blog, so I must assume there is a Russian bot or Trump snot diverting my traffic.  It doesn't bother me, because I blog to air my own grievances.  There are times when I need to remember good things in my life.  Many teachers say they learn from teaching, because speaking out loud is one way of reinforcing knowledge.  It could be considered rote.  There are a variety of teaching methodologies.  It is important to reinforce your own perceptions and opinions.  I did not witness a discussion of any policy issues tonight watching the presidential debate.  Only where there a minuscule amount of mentions of actual potential policies which would benefit Americans.  Trump mentioned the "Individual Mandate."  He spoke in concrete terms about things he had accomplished.  One of them was the rebuilding of the American military.  The amount was something like three trillion dollars.  That buys a lot of votes not withstanding the suckers and losers.  Then there is the disparaging of John McCain, a dead war hero.  Trump could have cared less about Joe Biden's dead son.  Instead he was irreverent, cavalier, reckless, antagonizing, and frightening.  This is a tyrant, our President, trying his best to convert our system of governance from a democracy to an autocracy with no one's consent.  One man, a serial killer, on a rampage getting his kicks from champagne.  Our focus each day is on Donald Trump, and there is nothing America wants more than to be freed of his tyranny, and yet here I am writing about him again.  About what should have been talked?  The topic of mass shootings is of core importance.  Why are our youth committing genocide?  Let's bury our heads in the sand.  As I watch this presidential campaign flounder, the issues which are important for America become clear in my mind.  I need to write them down.  Two people in Wisconsin would not be dead, if a seventeen year old had not traveled across states lines with an assault rifle over his shoulder.  Let me repeat that, although no one reads my blog anymore.  A seventeen year old with an assault rifle over his shoulder.  It does not matter what his intentions were.  This was a minor in possession of a semiautomatic assault rifle, and he murdered two people in cold blood.  If he had not been there, these two people would not be dead.  Washington politicians are in such a deep state of denial and out of touch with reality in America.  How is it possible to live in such an insulated, isolated, sheltered bubble?  Donald Trump.  Issue number one.  RENEW THE BAN ON ASSAULT WEAPONS.  There is no reason whatsoever any American should be able to possess an assault rifle.  We can have long guns.  We can have rifles.  We can have shotguns.  We can have pistols.  These are within our rights afforded by the United States Constitution.  The BAN ON ASSAULT WEAPONS was good, needed, and necessary.  We unequivocally have proven that assault weapons are responsible for mass genocide in the continental United States.  If we don't want mass genocide, then Washington must RENEW THE BAN ON ASSAULT WEAPONS.  The Affordable Care Act is not perfect.  It is similar to millions of mortgages which were handed out unvetted during the Clinton regime.  Obama told his writer to, "Get it done."  He didn't inform us that to pay for these entitlements the premiums after a few years, enough time for Obama to leave office, would escalate.  It is not irresponsible to understand there may be better solutions for affordable health care, but the current slate of republican leaders are incapable of providing it.  They are incapable of providing any support for the majority of middle and lower class Americans.  They don't want to.  They live in a bubble.  Hillary Clinton could not offer such a solution, because it is difficult.  How can any legislator attempt to dismantle the American health care system, a private equity system which generates great wealth for a select few?  They will die kicking and screaming before such a thing is allowed.  The metaphor is "Socialism!"  That means, "You will not take my government money and give it to someone else."  The people that scream "Socialism" are those sucking on the tit of the American people through Washington, DC, and their best defense, one used primarily by Donald Trump, is to blame the other.  Lie and blame the innocent.  If you are stealing from the American people, then lie about it and create spin.  This is Donald Trump's strategy.  He will go down in history as one of America's most evil elected officials.  Can we barely believe he is our president?  Climate Change.  The emission of greenhouse gases through the burning of fossil fuels.  With the death of the Koch brothers and the waning of Bush influence, this is becoming more feasible.  Most people understand.  What they don't understand is that the rail industry and the cell phone industry both contribute to Global Warming.  You can't put millions of microwave transmitters on poles across the nation and not expect it to heat up.  Microwaves produce heat.  Who does not know this, if you took a high school science class?  We are the same as Donald Trump.  We must have our portable radio transmitters.  It is more important than the health of our planet.  America did fine with the Bell system.  There is nothing passe about a phone booth.  Telephones, the kinds with wires, are interesting and nostalgic.  They sound better, they look better, they feel better in your hand, and while they were around they were a part of American culture.  Like our automobiles they were a part of us.  Cell phones are a drag.  If we do not acknowledge Climate Change, we will die.  The planet all ready is dying.  Imagine when God resurrects those who believe in Him, the others will be left shooting each other with assault weapons in hell.  The earth will become hell.  Those are two issues which should have been discussed tonight in the presidential debate.  Instead we watched a drunken Shriner yell at Joe Biden at two o'clock in the morning.  It will be good when it is over. 

Lindsey

Lindsey Graham is an angry man.  Anger does not aid the mind with solving problems.  It can be motivating.  It can give you energy.  It won't allow you to quietly contemplate a complex issue and offer an opinion or solution.  The republican-controlled Senate has failed to lead America.  Look at their performance.  An angry Lindsey Graham, a politician who who in full view of the American populace, reversed his position on appointing a Supreme Court justice in an election year is no good for America.  He has shown himself to be a hypocrite.  If a politician flip flops on an issue for opportunism, he is forsaking his constituents.  He represented an issue and felt strongly about it.  He even made a joke about it.  Four years later at the behest of our President he changed poles.  Lindsey Graham is a hypocrite.  The only credibility a politician has is his word.  If you run on one premise and reverse it as soon as you are elected, you are a hypocrite.  A hypocrite has no capability to lead America, because he cannot be believed.  Lindsey has become a loser, and it is sad.  What is more sad is that is loyal constituents support him in spite of his hypocrisy.  If Lindsey changes course or reverses his position, they feel it is merited.  They follow him.  They will follow him and Donald Trump right off the cliff. 

The Second American Civil War

 I'm not sure how our American reality morphed into a television show.  Perhaps it is because the mission of Japanese programmers was to obscure the line between fiction and reality.  Video games became so real, it is difficult to discern the difference.  I am positive this has contributed to mass shootings in North America.  Most of the reality of life in America, the Conditions of America, have become obscured.  Decades of human struggle and triumph quietly have been filed in the archives for later retrieval.  It is the responsibility of the Democratic Party to make sure this happens.  It only could be four years, four of the most tumultuous years in recent American history.  It could be more.  The electing of Joseph Robinette Biden Jr. to the United States Presidency will decide.  If we elect him by an overwhelming majority in November, then it is possible we will be spared more Trump torment.  Democrats must vote in this election, and they must vote for Biden.  It is symbolic.  It is not a vote for Sleepy Joe.  It is a vote to salvage our democracy.  It is a vote to restore Christianity to America.  A vote for Joe isn't necessarily a vote for Nancy Pelosi, Adam Schiff, and Chuck Schumer.  It is a vote for an invigorated, youthful, determined contingency who value integrity, respect, and intellect as qualifications for leadership.  We know Trump's values.  If you wanted a first lady other than someone who would make you feel good at your tea party, if you wanted a first lady who could offer scholarly advice to our President, and if you wanted a woman of the stature of Michelle Obama, the Jill Biden would be your choice,  What better choice could there be?  She has earned a Phd in education.  How many past presidents have tried to salvage public education in America?  It has not succeeded, because no politicians have wanted it to succeed.  It was planned for public education to fail from lack of funding.  They want our children to be stupid.  There is no better candidate to be the wife of a President than someone with a Phd in teaching.  Period.  Education may be the most important thing lost in America in recent years.  I'm sure it is.  The process of teaching and learning and its importance in human life is irreplaceable, but it has been replaced.  We have nothing.  We are an addicted herd of followers, and that for what Donald Trump pines.  I do not want to hear anymore any of his lunatic rhetoric.  I can't believe we are hearing and readings this absurd authoritarian propaganda.  "We deserve another term.  I will not peacefully leave the office of the President.  I dispute the election results."  All of these statements are classic examples of Authoritarianism.  Trump is trying to commandeer control America and consequently we Americans.  The problem is his cult followers have signed on for the ride.  They want it.  They want Communism.  The Cold War has erupted again, and it is raging within the continental United States.  It has been for a long time, because the extremism has come from within.  We did not fathom our elected officials would be the culprits.  There was so much smoke from our own domestic terrorists.  School shootings.  Church shootings.  Movie theater shootings.  All of this was  happening while Mitch McConnell and his gang firmly took control of Washington.  These weak, spineless, impotent, white men currently control Washington.  I ask myself who would be responsible for removing Trump from the White House if he refused to vacate?  The answer should be the Attorney General, but William Barr is his traitor compatriot.  Trump wants to implement quid pro quo.  By giving a woman a Supreme Court Judgeship, he in turn expects her to give him the Presidency.  Wow!  Now we know why the book was called, "The Art of the Deal."  America casually seems to tolerate his dementia.  We offer a tepid patronizing of his senility like it is funny.  They have killed two hundred thousand people, so technically Covid 19 will be the first American war fought on our native soil.  Still his followers laugh.  They laugh as they end up in the ICU.  They laugh as they pass this disease on to our loved ones.  They laugh as police officers continue to kill black men.  Truly a new Civil War is emerging in our lifetime.  Damn. 

Compromised Health in America

It is time for me to write again.  I do not have any pressing issue.  Like many I have lots of issues.  They are all mangled up in my head in a stew of frustration.  I have had this sensation before.  It was thirty years ago, and it turned out to be clinical depression.  You can't feel anything.  You suppress your emotions on purpose.  I don't want to feel.  I don't want to feel my mother's feelings.  I like feeling what I feel, but that is rare.  My emotions are suppressed.  There is anxiety and panic.  Whence it comes I don't know.  My musical vision and goals are hidden.  I am empty.  Why are we here?  Some of this is illness.  I have not ruled out Covid.  I would like not to believe this, but with the current news, it is not implausible.  My health history.   it has been a rough half decade.  I have no insurance, so the politics are relevant to me.  A newly appointed conservative Supreme Court Justice could jeopardize The Affordable Care Act, although  I can't afford it.   I am on my own.  My health issues, previously which have been minimal, began with a botched filling by a local dentist.   I left for a cruise ship contract with his failed filling.  The filling remained, but the tooth collapsed with one bite into a chicken bone.  Off to the ship I went.  Months later I developed a painful tooth ache, as the tooth died from infection.  When I visited the dentist in Sydney, an oral surgeon who spoke Russian, he told me the nerve was dead.  He smelled it when he drilled into the tooth.  Swallowing this harmful bacteria of a deteriorating tooth and nerve gives you H. Pylori in your gastrointestinal tract.  I had a good Italian ship doctor, and I received an endoscopy.  They confirmed the presence of H. Pylori, and he prescribed a two week course of double antibiotics.  They worked, and my digestion was cured.  The fungal infections began.  If you don't know antibiotics can cause fungal infections.  Like Covid 19 antibiotics can exacerbate a non symptomatic fungal condition.  If you have a previous fungal infection, topical or internal, antibiotics will make it grow.  This fungal infection chose my urinary tract.  Many bladder infections later and the intense pain of kidney stone, the prostate enters the equation.  Thus emerges the dichotomy of bacterial AND fungal infections.  They can occur simultaneously.  You take antibiotics for the bacterial infection, and they give you a fungal infection.  You take anti-fungal medication for a long time to quell the yeast, and it never goes away.  I have had it for over fifteen years.  I got it on my feet from standing on coral in the sea in Cozumel.  I am stuck with both again.  I didn't understand it until now.  Our yard is a jungle, and that is why our property appealed to my parents.  They like the yard.  I work in this yard.  I cut the hedge.  I plant a garden.  I plant potted flowers.  I have had my hands deep in cow manure for the last five years.  I have had my hands in the earth's soil constantly.  Starkly I remember when I inhaled fungal spores.  My lungs always had been clear and strong, even after smoking a few Dunhills.  In one fell swoop my lungs were infected.  This was two years ago.  I was bitten by an orb weaver spider on the shoulder, and this bite developed into an abscess.  It became a pus-filled volcano and erupted onto my bathroom mirror.  It took two months for this to heal with no drugs.  The bacterial infection stayed in my body.  I developed a nasty red rash on my wrists and the backs of my hands.  It was not from waxing the dolphin.  It was bacterial.  Gastrointestinal fungal infections exhibit as "leaky gut."    This is caused by candida overgrowth, which makes your tissue porous.  You leak from various places, not just your gut.  Fluid leaks into your abdominal cavity.  You feel leaky down under,  hot, wet, and uncomfortable in the crotch.  I stumbled upon a New Zealand medical study, which accurately describes the various fungal infections.  I am certain I have one or a combination.  It was comforting, except that the symptoms I have had have been similar to Covid 19.  Fatigue.  Tiredness.  Lack of energy.   Joint and muscle aches.  Stiff neck and enlarged lymph nodes.  I have been aware of all of this for at least six months but was not sure it was not a pinched nerve or a leaky blood vessel in my brain.  Covid 19 creates leaky blood vessels.  I have had bubbling in each ear.  The most disturbing symptom has been weakness and numbness on my right side suggesting a small stroke.  I gambled with no health care.  If I did have health insurance, the protocol would have been tests.  CT Scan.  MRI.  Spinal Tap.  When they finally confirmed the fungus, they would prescribe a simple antifungal medication that would cost less then $100.00.  Why should we contribute $10,000.00 to the medical establishment, when a simple, wise, farmer's doctor could heal you in a few months?  I took Cipro for the kidney infection, and it cured the bacterial infection on my skin.  I had to begin anti-fungals again.  floconazole is bad for your liver so no alcohol.  I have done this course twice before, and the first time I took it it healed me completely in two months.  My mobility and sensation returned.  Freely I could move again, and I took advantage of this renewed health and worked on our house.  Then I got it again, recurring it seems.   I don't know why, but I do know this.  Fungus is deadly, and fungus grows best in hot wet weather.  With Global Warming or its more politically correct term, "Climate Change," things are hotter than before.  There is no gaslighting this truth.  The American South has tropic during the summer.  Move the equator up to compensate for a bunch of white men burning up the planet.  What are the benefits of a warmer climate?  Vladimir Putin dearly wants the shipping passage through the North Pole open.  Hotter temperatures are melting the polar ice caps, and glaciers are falling off into the sea.  Russian ships now are traversing this industrial shipping lane.  If the interior temperature of the human body is 98.6, imagine what the context of disease is with the temperature of our external environment the same?  If organisms live most aptly inside the human body at this temperature, a similar temperature outside would aid the proliferation of these organisms.  Spew it out, and the temperature is the same on the outside.  (I am speculating)  The reason for climate variance is defeated.  Cold temperatures are necessary for the sustenance of the earth.  It did not used to be 100 degrees in North Carolina.  Never did it reach this temperature ever during the summer.  It is moderate, and often it was in the 70's on Christmas day.  NEVER did we have two straight months of 100+ degree weather.  It is unprecedented, two full months of heat and humidity.  While human beings hate this scenario, what will benefit?  FUNGUS.  Upon returning to North Carolina I remember walking into the front yard after a fresh rain and taking a deep breath.  Instead of inhaling clean, fresh oxygen, I inhaled fungus.  You can smell it.  Fungus.  Moss.  Algae.  The Green Gungee.  I spent five hours today pressure washing this slime off my driveway.  No longer can I put my unprotected hands in the earth's soil.  When I am on my knees planting in the ground, like Covid 19, I must wear a mask to keep fungal spores out of my lungs.  It has been incredibly difficult, and my difficulty is not just my own health.  Partly I am responsible for the health of my mother.  She does not understand, when I do not perform to my usual standard.  I have been dragging, and I am not positive it has not been Covid 19. 

Covid Bombs

So here I am beginning a  sentence with a conjunction and on the "new" Blogger interface.  It is nothing new, and it is nothing helpful.  It is similar to Mac OS when they decided to try to modernize their appeal.  "Let's get rid of all graphics and just let some words and symbols float around in space on a page.  Bah humbug.  It sucks.  I am glad over the years that I have not been forced into "upgrading" my software or OS.  When I have it proves this improvement always is detrimental.  It was the same for Digital Performer.  I much prefer the first version I ran on a PowerMac with a G3 accelerator card.  That graphic interface was logically laid out and clear to the eyes.  DP 8 which is into what I was forced because of operating system upgrades not by choice, is more difficult to see and understand.  Mainly everything is smaller, so they way Trump is trying to ethnically cleanse America with a commissioned pathogen, so it would seem tech America also likes to purge its cache.  The entire problem of America and her failure is that fucking rich assholes decided not to pass the torch to a new generation, and now they will die out and kill the planet at the same time.  Instead of embracing the new generation, educating them, instilling wisdom, and doling out responsibility in moderation to build new leaders, America exploited them.  It is so sad, and that is what I feel mostly today, sad.  Sad because ignorant hillbilly faggot hicks are doing their best to exterminate the human race and the planet earth.  This is when we need God, and this contingency of heretics has done everything possible to abolish Christianity.  The Christians are crooks, and the rest are atheists.  History, philosophy, economics, and the rest of the humanities could answer all our questions and solve most of our problems, but these contingency rather would wipe it all out and torch the earth.  I guess if you don't believe in heaven or hell, then you take the earth down in a blaze of glory.  Fuck me.  This is to what I wake up each day.  I had decided to vote for Dan Forrest until I saw his ad on television last night.  I am not a big fan of Governor Roy Cooper, and I disagree with him on many points.  I do think he is handling the pandemic well enough.  I felt it was time for some new blood for North Carolina.  Then I saw Dan Forrest along with Trump host another fund raising event.  He said our children should go back to school, and they should not wear masks.  Trump and his clan say the same.  They are murderers.  This is my point.  I have experienced this phenomenon before.  It was rife in Columbia.  They even have a name.  Moderate Country Clubbers.  Think back to high school, the jocks and the cheerleaders, and what did they enjoy doing on weekends other than cheer and play sports?  They would go to Cyprus, a local golf club on the fringe of town, buy up some kegs of beer, and party on the weekends.  It was a little select group of the "in crowd."  You could get drunk in relative anonymity.  There was no threat from outsiders.  Everyone there supported one another no matter how base the level of intelligence.  The Country Clubbers are no different.  They have money, they have a little group, and they get together in peace and solitude at their clubs and get pleasantly drunk.  They can then rally whatever cause comes to the surface in their inebriation.  Usually it turns into a pep rally, and back in the day I'm sure Klansman  hoods came out.  Trump's rally as well as Dan Forrest's are nothing more than the same thing, a sheltered, out-of-touch, self-proclaimed royalty with the intelligence of a shoe box.  Dan Forrest said, "Let our children go back to school and no masks should be required."  Murderer.  I wake up to this inane bullshit every day, the same rich, asshole, wanna be mother fuckers who would annihilate  the human race if not watched.  I don't have ill feelings toward these people, but I can't let them kill me.  They have been dropping Covid on me for the last year.  I have been complaining about aberrant low flying aircraft for a long time, as long as I can remember.  What the fuck?  Who needs to fly above the tree line in a middle class neighborhood?  What is this incessantly droning Cessna with a muffler.  The FBI most likely, but there are others.  Now there are fighter jets, and even the Compass Call Command plane.  The electrical in our home has been insane for a year.  My musical instruments are so confused as to the cause.  Then I get sick, really sick for no apparent reason.  Then I read up on Covid 19 and understand it creates leaky blood vessels.  It operates on this extremely efficient and covert killing regimen.  It was engineered to do this like Ms. Mikovits said.  I believe her.  There is no other explanation.  Accident my ass.  The planes have been dropping Covid on everybody.  Maybe I am wrong.  

A Television President

I don't have a book of revelations to write at the moment, but I do want to say this about Donald Trump.  I stopped watching and listening to him over a year ago, because I recognized what he was saying were lies.  It is insulting to me.  Why would anyone offer their time to anyone, especially the President of the United States, to which be lied?  I can't think of an example until today.  Today I did watch the president's press conference, because I was interested to hear his reaction to the Woodward book and its accompanying audio tape.  Strongly it is incriminating.  It is as incriminating as the Watergate tapes, except that Donald Trump supporters share his lack of moral conscience, his ego, and his narcissism.  This also I have recognized.  Who are these people, Trump supporters?  This post is not about them.  I have zero time for any Trump supporter, because America is on the brink of destruction.  Our freedoms, the Constitution, and God are on the chopping block, and Donald Trump is the King.  He is enjoying it.  What did I learn today from forcing myself to watch him speak?  Usually he is casual and nonchalant when he speaks from the podium.  Lately he leans on the podium with one elbow, a position often that is posed in sexual relations.  When one engages in sexual intercourse on a bed lying down, often the elbow is used to prop one's self up interacting with one's partner.  Seeing Trump do this on national television using the podium as a prop is sickening.  That is the real reason why I had to stop listening to him speak.  Watching and listening to him make my physically ill.  This is my emotional conscience telling me that this man is a fraud.  No biggie.  Many of us know this.  I have figured out some of his trip.  What I heard today told me a different story.  It was if Hitler had his injection of methamphetamine this morning.  He was focused.  He was intense.  In addition he was condescending and patronizing.  He rationalized one of his lies to the American people, by saying it was his responsibility to lead.  This responsibility made him downplay the severity and transmission of the Coronavirus.  He did not want panic in America.  Instead he lied.  Knowing full well and all along that Covid 19 is transmitted through the air, and that is is more vicious than influenza killing many people, he lied.  What happened next is a scenario meant for the International War Tribunal.  Donald Trump committed genocide against the American people, by covering up the true nature of the disease.  His action was not unlike the purported activity of Anthony Fauci suggested by Judy Mikovitz in the internet circulated video Plandemic.  She said her personal research was suppressed for several years, so Anthony Fauci could apply for the patents for the drugs which would be used to treat the HIV virus.  If one Googles the United States Patent Office and Fauci's name, what pops up other than a full list of AIDS related drugs with his name as patent holder.  That says a lot to me.  I believe what she is saying, because I understand the difficulty of obtaining a terminal degree, especially a Phd.  I have taken the General Exams for a DMA in music composition with a committee and the like.  I had no idea how to navigate such an encompassing task.  I failed.  It is a political job.  Assembling a committee, finding a thesis topic, and making it turn out happy is challenging work.  It takes a mature adult and it takes intelligence.  There is no room for trite emotion, knee jerk reactions, or youthful vigor.  It is a professional's game, and this is the difference between America's professors and researchers and America's businessmen and politicians.  Donald Trump's extreme covert right wing agenda, which expertly has been concealed, is no different from Wall Street.  Slowly over time Washington has become inundated with this poison.  Its role as government, leadership, and sustenance for the American people has been replaced with greed.  These positions in the federal government merely have become access to the trillions of dollars collected in tax payer revenue.  Mr. Trump has no domain left to pillage at home, so he moved on to the American people.  We have become so gullible, because it takes moxy, energy, and spirit to protest wrong.  There has been so much wrong for such a long time it seems overwhelming.  Trump said he purposely downplayed the dire consequences of Covid 19 for the good of the American people, because it would have incited panic.  Instead his misinformation killed hundreds of people.  This tactic is the same as the tactic used in 2008, when the Housing Crisis presented itself.  Wall Street was going to fail.  Instead of allowing that to happen, for better or for worse, Hank Paulson told the president that he had to bail out the high profile Wall Street banks.  If he didn't, people would lose faith in the American system.  Consequently our tax money, the American peoples' money was used to protect a lot of self absorbed, narcissistic, greedy investors who could not be accountable for their poor decisions.  Our money went to pay off a handful of men who were wise enough to see what was coming, and they bet on it.  They bet on the failing of the American economic system, and they won.  If America didn't pay them off, Americans' would lose faith in the system.  If Trump told us, the American people, the truth about Covid 19 devoid of its personal political implications for him, lives would have been saved.  As a true leader of the free world today he flexed this leadership muscle and said sometimes the few die for the masses.  In reality the only possible good to come from these transgressions would be his future popularity in the upcoming presidential election.  He in essence threw the American people to the dogs gambling on his re-election campaign.  A Trump supporter agrees with his position.  That is why they support Donald Trump.  They share the same value system, if it can be called that.  They admire and see money as the end all in human life, and it perfectly is fine with them that Trump constantly breaks the law, undermines our Constitution, and now murders Americans.  The admission today that he "spun" this information to avoid panic is evidence that he committed genocide against the American people.  Only his position as President would allow him to do such a thing.  Most of his ideas come from television.