Predicted Chaos

 There is a reason for my ensuing depression, and it is not me.  After experiencing this illness for real and for appropriate reasons earlier in my life, I learned about it.  It is a complicated condition, but it is not as complicated as we may think.  Although modern society would be quick to relinquish blame for any public health issue, depression in many situations is environmental.  You may have circumstances that merit anxiety, panic, or worry, but a large part of the human make up is physical.  I feel today as a society we are confused and misled about the balance of spirit, mental, emotional, and purely physical being.  If you are in dire straights, positive sensory and tactile stimulation can act an an anodyne for pain.  This is why we have a drug problem in America.  Society has become so broken that it would be difficult for anyone to navigate it sober.  I know this first hand.  Alcohol was not a solution for my depression.  A change of scenery and a new landscape was important, because it is easy to become boxed in in a cloistered community.  I feel that way now.  It is true that you only can achieve what society will allow, unless your work alone.  Human beings are not solitary beings.  The more I allow outside influence in my life, the more maladjusted I feel.  There is a lot of trash in this world, and virtue is a dying paragon.  I am manipulated or judged, but I figure it out and make a change.  It is a delicate balance seeking companionship.  I have found few people in my life who have met that qualification.  The ones I found stay with you in thought and memory, and it is important actively to recall their influence on your life.  When those memories run thin and you are subject to reality, it can become difficult quickly.  No human being can exist in a vacuum, and it is necessary to stay abreast of current events.  The political landscape of today in America is reaching dismal proportions, and a large part of this is the tenacious audacity of a criminal past President.  As the lawsuits pile up and guilty verdicts are announced, the same broken record of empty lies purveys chaos.  It is sickening.  I would like to feel gratification that Donald Trump is being held accountable for his criminal behavior, but instead it is just depressing.  The example he sets for America is so base.  It is the worst kind of poison, and we are being subject to it all over again.  The even suggest that America may ever reelect this man President is an insult to human nature and intellect.  The media is guilty for the promulgating his evil message.  We have no factual evidence that his is out polling his competitors.  It just makes news and not good news.  His presence much less his words are a stain on American history, and yet we continue to be soiled by his filth.  America needs to move on, and we deserve better than this.  The media could choose not to cover his futile and inciting rhetoric.  To report that a past President would like to execute his Chairman of the Joint Chiefs is despicable.  This vitriolic threat is very telling about the Trump machine and his willingness to talk big.  What deluded psychopath would threaten the top military leader of a nation in charge of over two million troops?  We laugh and let it fall off our shoulders, but this incendiary talk is sewage for real life.  The political climate in America has reached an all time low, and it will be reflected in history.  America has been subjected to enough hardship not to be further tormented by a delusional criminal psychopath.  Freely the media is covering Mr. Trump like he is a viable  candidate instead of exercising their editorial responsibility to sensor his remarks.  This is what editors do, and it shows the corporate control of the media.  It has become biased and partisan.  The strategy of inducing fear and panic in Americans is reaching a critical point, and it is the job of the media to retract this propaganda.  The United States Department of Justice has their hands full.  It would seem the predicted chaos of 2012 was eleven years late.