Non Believers

My mind is unfocused at the moment wallowing in the refuse of my mother's recent annual physical.  She is healthy, but the psychological ramifications of such events are severe.  Health care in Cumberland County is marginal.  If you really want to live, then you can.  Otherwise the Trumptistas want you gone to free up that entitlement money for themselves.  Prisoners, geriatrics, and immigrants are an unnecessary burden on the system.  Best to get rid of them in one fell swoop with something like an invisible pathogen that attack preexisting conditions.  Who will know?   She is not over it, but we both will get tired of the wallowing in potential demise.  The reason for this blog entry?  I forget.  Things to do...  Recently I made a turmeric tincture from 150 proof Everclear liquor and curcumin extracted from the ground root of the turmeric plant.  It is more effective killing fungus than fluconazole, but it takes about two months to brew this helpful herbal supplement.  I need to begin a new batch immediately.  We probably could brew a cure to Covid if we tried.  I agree with Bill Maher we are stuck in a "woke" competition to see who can trash history the best.  When this happens, we can do nothing more that blame the past for our own problems, we have hit the bottom.  America has hit the bottom.  The Trumptistas have spread doubt and insignificance on everything once America considered meaningful.  The historical, cultural, and human values of Americans have been obliterated for big money.  The little things that make life worth living, music, theater, dance, TV, and film (although they are not little) no longer stand the test of time.  They have failed in significance, because no longer are they heralded as the core humanities once they were.  Humanities, by the way for those who are ignorant, are the things ancient Greek society deemed crucial to human existence.  Or you could just worship graven images, eat cake, and fuck each other.  We have reached that point where nothing matters.  Nothing seems relevant or important, because we have been so busy trying to make it unimportant and thus not valuable.  Take music for instance.  Once music was a cornerstone of American society.  It was a huge business, the music industry, and with that power came the ability to influence American culture and life.  Big Brother has succeeded in castrating most art, so not only is it tepid, self-serving, and weak, it has no real monetary value.  If and when American society chose to give music value again, it could.  The digital music distributors would not be happy, but this is the reason why big tech should and will be broken up.  The corporate monopoly in America has had a rebirth, and it was the Bush regime that let it begin.  Trump ruined most everything American in America.  Nothing has any value anymore, so it makes one wonder what is on all of those freight trains flying down the rails.  I realize the U.S. mail is on some of them as are UPS and FedEx parcels.  The rest?  Chemicals to make Teflon?  Fertilizer?  Munitions?  America never has been more fucked up, and it would seem a coup or rebellion is in order.  The first attempt failed, because it was implemented by a vagabond tribe of cultists with nothing to lose.  A full fledged rebellion is in the muscles.  It is not the police who are the problem.  It is that the system has failed, and the system has failed, because we have been living a masquerade for four years.  Reality has returned, and certainly although unwanted the Coronavirus was necessary as a reality check.  Food born illness?  Disease.  Climate Change.  If we chose to scrutinize history instead of cast doubt on it, we would see the future.  Check and balances have been put into place for reasons.  The agencies, processes, and systems we have devised are there to protect human life.  I guess it was time for us to swallow God's pill.  We are not alone.  We cannot exist alone.  The planet is not ours.  We must acknowledge Him or become extinct from our own ignorance.  It is the human machine, the mechanism of the human organism that can and will save us.  It is the only thing that unequivocally beats human evil.  When the evil all around us seems insurmountable, go into the bedroom and make love with your partner.  Not an acquaintance.  Not a pick up.  Make love to someone you love.  Use your God-given human mechanism to prove His existence.  No one else could or would provide such an invaluable process as sex who didn't love us.  Isn't this enough to prove Who is King?  Bliss.  Ecstasy.  What have we done?  Muck it up.  The one most important human quality of physical love abused, exploited, and maimed.  If it is not there for you, then you are a none believer.