Saturday, January 17, 2015

Satan's "Land of the Giants"

My ears are ringing.  Especially my left ear is ringing with tinnitus. In the film Conspiracy Val Kilmer clearly through his character Marine Sergeant MacPherson tells the world what causes his tinnitus.  Tinnitus actually is hearing loss, frequencies of hearing loss that somehow are affected by low frequency sound.  When infrasound is present these frequencies of hearing loss "ring" with tinnitus.  I have known this to be true for two reasons.  One is I have had slight hearing loss in my left ear for a while.  Second is because I am sensitive to infrasound.  As a musician it is common knowledge that often we rely upon otoacoustic hearing, hearing that occurs from mechanisms other than our ears.  Most often it is from the skin.  Just as an unborn baby can "hear" music in the womb, we also can translate musical tones into our minds in other ways than actual hearing with the ears.  It is helpful.  When a musician performs most successfully it is likely because they are "playing to the sound."  Playing to the sound is something that was reiterated in the Miles Davis band.  You actually play to the sound you are hearing.  You hear it, and then you manipulate it to create music.  Some way you "get inside the sound."  When I compose at the piano, most successfully at a Yamana C7 grand piano, I am composing to the sound that is coming off the harp.  I am listening and feeling the sound that is created and mixes in the chamber of the grand piano.  I hear it, but also I feel it on my skin.  The combination of these two thing being driven my my musical mind is what allows me successfully to compose.  Many do not know or understand this, and many do not care.  It only is the handful of us that are blessed with this gift also that suffer its curses.  My ears are ringing.  My ears are ringing because there is an intense infrasonic wave bombarding my dwelling.  As I sit perched in a second story corner room protected by new vinyl siding and double-paned windows, the sound wave is so strong it is capable of moving objects.  This phenomenon has been studied and is widely documented.  The effects of infrasound are disturbing at most levels, and I won't reiterate them.  What I will way it this particular infrasound wave is violating my civil rights.  Invisibly it is blurring my vision, causing my joints to ache, and inhibiting my thought process.  In addition to these disconcerting symptoms, it causes my ears to ring.  The ring has gotten louder.  There are a finite group of man made object that create infrasound.  Again no one cares, yet it  is disrupting our society at a level greater than anyone could imagine.  The irony of the situation is because infrasound tangibly can be "felt" in the air by sensitive persons, there are times when I am at war with it.  It is like a selfish, antagonistic, bully that carries on in most cases no matter what I do.  Especially on the weekends it sits in my home controlled by no human.  Endlessly it vomits is mindless soulless message.  It means nothing.  Its only purpose it to support its own industry.  It is a pollutant by product that is unmonitored and unregulated.  Consequently like global warming which finally has been confirmed, we suffer.  The two percent of the time it disappears from my consciousness and my ears, I feel normal.  I feel good.  I feel like I used to feel back in the l980's.  When it is active the other ninety-eight percent of the time, my entire life is disrupted.  Recently the most menacing effect of this rogue sound wave is of an allergen pump.  The south it seems is rife with allergens.  Never before have I been aware of these irritants until I moved back.  What nemesis.  Allergies.  A running nose, watery itchy eyes, and sneezing all are the by products of allergens.  The kicker is an infrasound wave by nature tends to be continuous.  It is created by a machine that is used by man.  The men that use these machines seem to have no respect for their fellow men judging from the infrasound they create.  Unlike air traffic it proliferates twenty-four hours a day.  It is happiest in the late afternoon to the wee hours of the morning.  On the weekends it is continuous.  Often it is not even controlled by a human being.  It is an autopilot.  It just blows and blows and blows.  My eyes burn from the allergens that are being pumped through the air.  My ears ring, and I suffer.  The Allergen Pump.  If media is trying to paint a portrait of extremism in America, there is no need to look past our own economical infrastructure.  Extremism in America infiltrated our economic infrastructure years ago.  Extremism is in the products we are being offered.  It is in our system of health care.  It is in our government.  Rogue violent attacks on our populaces are a mere tip of the iceberg to the extremism that exists today.  The extremism that exists today is the same as it always has been.  It can masquerade as muslim, but it is American.  It is the same wealthy elite that always have ruled America.  By nature they also are invisible, but like infrasound they are potent.  I deal with each on a day to day basis.  The majority of my time is spent "dealing" with these antagonists.  There is the physical antagonist which actually kills our population.  Then there is the psychological antagonist which kills our spirit.  It is both, and their ethnic cleansing seems to be more keen than other countries.  It has been happening for quite some time.  Cancer spreads.  It has prospered.  It is lucrative.  Death is more lucrative than life so it would seem in America.  The Land of the Giants, giants that have been with us since human inception.  They control and they will continue to control by death.  The allergen pump should be turned off.  The results will be surprising, possibly not to the economic structure it supports, but to the rest of American civilization.