Each
and every day I wake I am confronted by demons. As I rise from bed they swirl around me like blind bats. The
difference is their intent is purposeful and strong. They seek to keep peaceful serene joy away. Oddly as I reflect it not only is when
I wake that I begin to be confronted by these demons. I also am tormented by them every night when sleeping
robbing me of the essential rest I need to be able to confront them when I wake
up. Why must I hit the ground
running like war? I am not in a
war, but I am at war. Is this the
way life is now? There is no peaceful
serene joy left? Is this what God
provides with the proper amount of organized religion? Is this why in the midst of evil,
treachery, and deceit bible compounds continue to flourish raging a covert pacifist
war against the ensuing urban sprawl?
I have learned over the years to be a realist. It is more healthy than burying your head in the sand and
singing the praises of Jesus. When
you walk out of the church you will be confronted with the same evil that was
there before you walked in. It is
like being at Guantanamo.
Torture. The most prudent method
of extracting the truth from a suspected terrorist is to rob them of sleep
yielding them incapable of coherent lucid thought. It is a common.
If Republicans were smart enough to get former president George W. Bush
elected with the state of Florida, they are smart enough to know how to control
the population. Why does it seem
to be being practiced upon me? I
do understand Jesus, God’s only Son sent to earth in human form to spread the
Christian faith, was persecuted. I
am not Jesus. Why do I feel like
am being persecuted? Is it because
I am a realist, and I understand what is occurring around me? Jesus’ teachings were met with cynicism
and disdain by the evil. It took
time to convince doubters of His goodness. The evil never changed. The wily, like wealthy Republicans of the past, strongly will
assert you are the demons. Any time I begin to talk about AC Traction
the mighty railroads rear their powerful heads and assert, “Never could there be
problems with our technology! After
all it never has been studied or tested by the Federal Railroad Administration
or the Department of Transportation!
After all Siemens, General Electric, and General Motors all produce this
ground breaking technology with no oversight! After all American could not survive without the great rail
system! Never could there be
problems with our wonderful
American constructs of society! We are the world’s oyster! America could not
function without the moving of freight.”
My demons I believe are being created by this technology. It is difficult to pinpoint the source
since there are multiple source options.
Unlike my friends that lived on Rogers Drive directly underneath the
radio transmission towers that are dead from cancers, I never questioned the
source of my Kerataconus. An
absolutely new case of Carpel Tunnel Syndrome in my hands has me confronting
the physiological manifestations of these demons. Since the onset of pollen season in the American south, my
torture has been more direct.
Pollen deposits on hard contact lenses cause excruciating pain. Infrasound easily passes through most
walls not reinforced with steel and concrete. The predominance of micro-dust pollution in our air is
produced by diesel engines. A
combination of diesel micro-dust and pollen being projected by an infrasound
wave through the walls of a house or business into your eyes is disturbing. It also is painful and time consuming
to remedy. The tinnitus that
accompanies an infrasound wave is disturbing. Most disturbing is the heat that accompanies the dust and
pollen. It largely is responsible
for global warming.
Again I hear the faint voices of the airlines, wireless
telecommunication companies, the railroads, and the cruise lines begin to
murmur, “How could our multi-million dollar example-setting corporations
serving Americans be of any harm?”
It’s called burying your head under the sand. It is called not being a realist. Is ignoring simple facts and pretending to worship God under
the ruse of organized religion enough to stop the deterioration of the earth
caused by this technology? The
answer is no. I see no end in
sight. I see no American
Renaissance. I see no future at
all. American has run the course
and now is subject to the same consequences of each and other emerging
nation. America’s focus on
education, teaching, and artistry has been usurped by shallow greedy toy
manufacturers elusively who raised the bar of their products to include the
mainstream markets. We have
developed into a generation of toy users who have lost the ability to function
as human beings, learn a trade, develop a skill, or sustain America’s work
force. It is not our fault. That fault lies with Capitalism’s
provider of money and our government.
Without either it is extremely likely humanity would return with a vengeance.
