A Very Deadly Bird

I sit here with my belly smarting.  It was the first day in eight months I worked in the yard.  The pine straw is falling, and a brown fog will cover your life starting with the yard.  I had energy and no pain, so my blowing was uneventful.   I rousted an underground nest of bees.  One landed on my cotton shirt, the most vulnerable part my body.  Somehow they know.  One stung me four times.  I had to stop working in the yard after Covid, because that satanic pathogen could torment an angel into your executioner.  It's a vascular disease, and we have moved on.  Swept under the rug, except that the new money has wings for the selected few who prospered from others' deaths.  Almost as dire as the passing of a parent, the loss of a habit true to you is grievous.  For me it was not being able to work in our yard.  This had become a part of my life, my attempt to provide happiness for my aging mother.  I embraced this opportunity believing this virtue was Godlike.  Cleanliness is next to Godliness.  The yard needs continual maintenance, and I could not do it for fear of getting sick.  Repeatedly it would happen.  If I blew the fallen oak leaves in the front yard, I would get sick.  If I cut the grass in the back yard I would not.  I put a new sail on the Sunfish in the driveway, and I got sick.  It would seem any allergen, fungus, or bacteria would find its way to my soft under belly and sting me repeatedly.  While Covid was a part of this causing your blood vessels to leak, I also contracted Actinomycosis.  What is this faculative, anaerobic, gram negative bacteria which masquerades as a fungus?  it is in our mouths and our genitals, but it needs another bacterial to activate it.  I had a resorption cavity in my back molar from an invading impacted wisdom tooth.  It ate the molar from the inside out, and I was swallowing that bacteria.  What is the treatment for actinomycosis?  A years worth of Amoxicillin at about 2 grams per day.  What are the consequences of long term antibiotic use?  The answer is heightened allergic reactions.  As the medicine treats your bacteria, it also weakens your immune system.  Everything made me sick.  Decaying leaves.  Dust.  Dirt.  Pollen.  I had to stop working in the yard, something that had become a part of my everyday life.  As we get older the list gets longer of things we no longer can do.  It is a lot of loss, that and the loss of a parent.  I curse Covid for a reason, and there is more to it.  Why was President Trump sheepish and cheeky about the Covid outbreak, childlike behavior about a pandemic that was killing thousands of people?  Suggesting horse medications and injecting bleach!  It was surreal.  What grown adult would respond to a tragedy like that, unless it was purposeful?  Unless you knew ahead of time what was going to happen, and you secretly wanted it.  "I hate my enemies, the Democrats."  These are the words of our President, someone was has declared a war in America from within.  It is unraveling over time, and we are beginning to see the truth of Donald Trump.  Sending the military to blue or democratic cities and states.  If he is comfortable, our President, declaring war on the other political party, then he would be justified attacking them like he is now.  Covid was no different.  They were using it against their enemies.  I know many Americans who understand we are being attacked by our own.  They are using Covid.  That's why Donald Trump responded tongue in cheek, because he knew it.  We also know that Jeffrey Epstein island was entrapment for future blackmail.  How else could Trump receive so much loyalty?  Many took that trip to the Caribbean.  If having sex with under aged girls is worse than crippling the world's largest democracy, we should reassess our priorities.  There are worse things, and one of them is covert premeditated genocide.  The military has Covid, and not the disease.  They have the biological weapon.  It is why I hate the C-130J Super Hercules.